here I am talking ībout discoveries

emptyness, how silly everything can be

my words are strong

my acts are weak

the truth is different



I wanted all

now I am standing here, donīt give a damn

I am lost in my past, in reality

it drones in my head ? a weird tone

it sounds like



I didnīt lose

I think there must be more

I think there must be more

but I donīt wanna wait

but I donīt wanna

but I donīt wanna wait



The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me

Not a chance to show my capability

Iīm mad, iīm mad, Iīm mad



The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me

Not a chance to show my capability

Iīm mad, iīm mad, Iīm mad



here I am hiding my head in sand

here I am swearing I am innocent

donīt wanna crawl, donīt wanna sink

all on my own



I wanted all

but itīs hard to believe

I will stand on the top of the world

and smile down



who will tell me where it is at all

who will tell me how to get there

īcause I donīt wanna wait

I donīt wanna

I donīt wanna

I donīt wanna wait



The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me

Not a chance to show my capability

Iīm mad, iīm mad, Iīm mad



The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me

Not a chance to show my capability

Iīm mad, iīm mad, Iīm mad



I wanted all

but itīs hard to believe

I will stand on the top of the world

īcause I donīt wanna wait

I donīt wanna wait



The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me

Not a chance to show my capability

Iīm mad, iīm mad, Iīm mad



The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me

Not a chance to show my capability

Iīm mad, iīm mad, Iīm mad



The fucking Fortune is not

The fucking Fortune is not

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me