Cause in my mind it's all a waste of time
And there's no excuse at all
Then I realize, surprise you were right all along
Guilty as charged I've been convicted and tried
Was it too much to ask for you to take my side

Cause there's nothing here left to defend
When it's always me that you blame in the end
Nothing is what it seems,
To me you're sleeping without the dreams
Without you, nothing defines me
Over and over I keep wondering why
Then I give up and see that look in your eyes

Cause if I trip and fall, I'll be to blame
And if I hit the wall, I'll still be the same
Wasting your time with your so called friends
The one's you adore and the one's you pretend
And it's kind of sad and deranged
But it's not so bad that it can't be explained

And I want to know have I gone too far
Have I sunk to brand new low
And I want to know if I've gone too far
Cause I've lost all my self control
Cause in my mind it's the perfect crime
And there's no excuse at all

Then I realize,
Surprise you were right all along
When I'm slipping away,
It's only you that can find me
And I'm over my head again
I'm falling from end to end.